March 09, 2009

Criminal Behavior

I was targeted at 2 universities in the U.S. as a graduate student: the first time at the university where I was pursuing my PhD in clinical psychology--in this instance, the bullying grew into mobbing; the second time in a research division of a medical department at a university in the same state (near my home), where I was severely targeted by my supervisor, whose data I had planned to use for my dissertation.

The emotional fallout and threat to my workplace reputation was so severe during the second experience, I was forced to choose between my mental health/reputation and the completion of my degree.

I am now ABD (permanently) and am blacklisted at the only university near my home where I can seek employment as a research assistant. As a result, I am working as a low-paid administrative assistant. The years of scholarly work have come to naught, and my career was completely destroyed. And all I did was perform my work at a very high level--so high that apparently, I was a threat to those who supervised me and whom I at first thought would mentor me.

The grief I have felt over my losses (including severe financial losses) has been profound. I hope to someday work to make this type of unacknowledged (in the U.S.) criminal behavior illegal in the states.

Anonymous

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear Anonymous,

I am so sorry to hear of the incredible hardships you are facing. Thank you for sharing your story and bringing a voice to the issue of mobbing of graduate students. If you are interested, the following site links to some resources relevant to mobbing of graduate students.

http://www.mobbingportal.com/graduate3.html

Anonymous said...

Say NO to wpb... you know it makes sense.

Aphra Behn

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